Who Knows

First of every part of I would like to say, Happy Tax Day! And I would like to bestow a huge shout out to my preferred CPA Mr. Phillips, and all the understood with difficulty workers at his office, for all their hard work this tax term. You guys are the MVPs and thanks for my $80 return!

Any who, perpendicular now I feel like Derek Sheperd typing his Alzheimer’s vouchsafe proposal and in my Word paper I have titled this post “Who Knows” in the same state I’m just gonna type. I’m session in pharmacology, preparing for our final exam next week thinking, “Where the heck did the semester stamina?” Like seriously guys, four months flew through and I’m already in my clinical placements according to level 2 of nursing school. HOW CRAZY?! So here is just a little post of the sort of has engulfed my mind lately.

I own learned so many “adult” things in the by four months. From inserting a Foley catheter to changing the catalytic converter put ~ Harvey (my 2005 Nissan Xterra) to the sort of it really means to love some other human being. Many restless nights, in the manner that well as tears, have been shared through my navy blue memory foam pillow and fit as many laughs and joyous moments bear been shared with friends whose hearts have the appearance to beat in sync with mine. And last but not least, I possess worried a lot (which is ~ly of understandable considering, ya know, nursing academy, a job, and somewhat trying to esteem a social life).

A month from nearest week my sister and boyfriend (my sum of ~ units best friends in the world) choose be graduating from high school and emergence their lives. I will be beginning clinical rotations and venturing into single in kind of the hardest classes of my discipline. I will be turning twenty and wish be like a real-life ripe1914834_102940783064143_7567481_n. Which is kind of hard to convinced considering I was in 8th gradient like…5 years ago. (Ps. Thanks, Kiley because of convincing me to get the bangs. Truly the subdue decision I ever made.)

That being reported, I go on Pinterest like completely the time looking for encouragement and affair to relieve this worry of under~ and a quote stuck out to me: “I ~iness God to consume me more than my life generally does” (–Lisa Whittle). This reminded me of in what plight good the Lord truly is and in what way we let our worry cloud and wrest His goodness. Through life, He is profit. Four months ago I would have looked at that statement and agreed only in my mind I would receive probably thought, “Come on. Think of affair original, folks. We all know He is dutiful,” and now I look at it and the artlessness of that statement enhances the loveliness and truth of it. Guys, He is kind. I love synonyms and so I went and looked a not many up for the word good and by all of the different definitions, the synonyms comprehend satisfactory, blameless , and unfailing. All of what one. describe God the Father. On the other mode of procedure, antonyms of good include wicked and ungrateful. We are the complete opposite of the Lord, which is sad really, but true. Human intellect is incredibly wicked and selfish and offensive and we need the love and forgiveness and grace of the Lord to thin coating over us to rid our hearts of this unpleasant nature that is rooted deep into disrepute inside us.

Like I said face to face with, I have worried a lot these spent four months, which has made me affected with nausea, driven me insane, and just simple exhausted. Worry comes from thinking we be in possession of to do this, this, and this whole on our own. Looking at my register for not only the semester but also the WEEK gives me care, and I have had to learn to “take it undivided day at a time (Thanks to the beautiful Lauren for this daily reminder). I can’t stock today on my own, much in a ~ degree the rest of this year or the program. But allowing that I let the Lord be unsullied, satisfactory, blameless, and unfailing and invest me with these truths, I be possible to conquer anything written down in my Lilly Pulitzer planner or my heated Google calendar. He is unfailing. He is satisfying. He is unblemished. And guys He is oh so good. He will never stop conscious any of these things, and for that I am so relieved. Relief does not breathe apart from Him because He is the solitary one capable of carrying our significance and worries.

A few weeks gone I went through the book of Ruth and wow. Guys, I wanna subsist just like her. She seriously was a full of stars lady. She moved from her home from her husband died, went to act in a “stranger’s” range to provide for herself and Naomi, and connubial a man she barely knew, trusting in God the not notched time. May I also point loudly that she had no idea who the God of Naomi was! She trusted allowing that He would provide and takeIMG_4511 care of them. Not formerly in the book does it declare that Ruth had worry or perplexity in her heart. She trusted and she let the Lord consume her life and join His heart and soul with hers. Again I saw, I WANT TO BE LIKE RUTH.

My struggle this semester has been putting my concerns and anxieties up~ the Lord and letting him envelop his goodness around me. Letting him store every nook and cranny in my stranded vessel of a life. I worry relating to myself, others, assignments, my car, nearest week, next month, next year, five years from at that time. Everything (it is seriously so distressing). Yet a few things remind me to suffer go of my worry and deduct God to be good. He has not ever let anyone down (unless we acquire been selfish and seen God not giving us what we want as Him letting us prostrate-which is not cool, man). Daniel 3:17-18 says, “If this exist so, our God whom we act toward is able to deliver us from the fervid fiery furnace, and he will yield us out of your hand, O sovereign. But if not, be it known to you, O sovereign, that we will not serve your gods or reverence the golden image that you consider set up.” In simpler articles of agreement, “And if not, He is hush good.” If He does not act the mode of dealing we desire or expect Him to, He is subdue good. Through life, He is advantageous.

And I hope you stellar men reading this think so too.

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